Today My Life Begins

I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waithing it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learn how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave that past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Life's to short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

skeme new year !

wow ! da 2011.. thn yg plg skema bg aq derr.. nervous mmg thap gaban.. yela.. aq nk g brperang niey.. prg tok troz dpt an kjayaan dlm spm nnti.. knew usaha kuat ckit.. x mo men2 ag.. aq yakin aq bley nyew.. chaiyok !

dmm <">

alahai.. sorry to hear you're sick.. dmm yer.. xpew2.. t mkn ubt yer.. bio cpt chat.. cian dy.. dmm trok smpai x larat nk bgon.. bro ! ner 6 pack at prot 2.. dy kuat an.. xkn dmm un x ley nk lwn.. tmbok jew dmm 2.. sbok jew.. haha.. take care bek2 yerp..

rndu nk dgr opocot dy 2.. kmbing.. gmok.. haha.. cpt2 la chat.. bnyk bndew nk cer niey..

P/s : msti kmbang kempis an blew bcew post niey.. haha~~

hang out..

ari niey kuar ag.. nan biel ler.. pew ag.. enjoy time la derr.. pehhh.. slaloo gak aq kuar dating nan biel niey.. alah.. nmew un besties an.. smpai jew at dp 2.. x twu nk tgok ctew pew.. ikowt an aty.. nk tgok sumew ctew.. haha.. last2 tgok la ctew tron:legancy.. bez mmg la bez.. tp x bpew nk pham.. act x ley nk focus r.. coz dew gngguan mental dan fizikal di sblh.. haha..

dan2 jew an trjmpew lak our future prof sisme.. cpew ag.. fifie hamdan ler.. nseb bek dy x sombong.. smpat lak gak ckp hyep at dy.. huhu.. tp an.. aq tgok ctew niey un nan mmat sesat.. dk adam fitri la.. sngal kowt.. haha.. thanx to him.. ari niey mmg wt lwk bodo jew ko an.. tp ko an an mmg sjak azali epy go lucky.. xpew2.. aq pham.. skew kwn nan ko bro.. aq x twu la ko nervous jmpew aq kew x.. cm yer jew.. haha.. smpai an bli air un x amek straw.. hhaaa.. amek ko ! pop corn un dy ley abz an sowg.. kuat mkn tol mmat niey.. tabik la ko ! pnat aq dok sblh ko.. mlot aq niey hrus nk snyum jew.. yela.. da ko tnyew mcm2 smpai an aq da x lrat nk glak.. just give him a smile nice jew.. cowey bro.. haha..

 ~adam fitri~

before alek.. smpat gak la shopping nan biel.. bli ksot.. kek secret recipe.. x masal jew an trserempk lak nan abg senior aq.. mkin mmbsr da dy 2.. da abz spm la derr.. pas niey enjoy at PLKN lak.. haha.. x ley honey moon lmew2 ag..  x sabo nk tgok rpew dy blew botak.. msti funny glew.. haha.. bdn yg keding 2 un msti jd tough nyew.. msti la lg nsome an ? an ? an? tol x abg flat ?? haha~~

P/s: aty ngh brbunga riang niey..

triple M !

moody.. maniacal.. misery.. that's what im felling now.. ugh !!

reunion oh reunion !

syok abez ari niey.. kuar jmpew ex2 talibians.. firstly.. lpak at skowl dlo.. tayang2 mkew.. aq lak pew ag.. round2 la.. kaki aq un brjln la kew blok f3.. pehh.. blew nek jew tnngga.. klaz 3AA da dew dpn mata.. blew msok jew.. sumpah !! mmg trsew nk nngis.. mcm2 knangan aq dlm klaz 2.. hepy.. knew mrh.. suka duka aq slmew niey.. then aq wt la lwatan x rsmi aq 2 at klaz 3 rk smpai hjung blok 2.. ya Allah.. air mata aq da brgenang.. prasaan aq cdey glew.. mmg da nngis un.. tgok pdg skowl 2.. haha.. mcm2 yg trlintas dlm fikiran.. pdg 2 la tmpat ktowg knew dnda.. knew mrh.. come on zati.. aq still ley control ag.. still x nk nngis.. pew ag.. rsew nk twon cpt jew.. lalu ag at dpn klaz.. ahhhh.. ingt ag.. ktowg prnh men baling2 tepung.. smpai knew mrh nan ckgu.. x pasal2 dpt tag line bwu.. "nmew jew klaz Aliran Agama.. tp prangai cm setan".. haha.. tp ktowg x kesh un.. coz ckgu 2 mmg sjak azali x skew at klaz ktwog.. pew dew kes.. pas 2 round2 at kantin.. ingt ag.. tmpt bli burger.. time2 prjumpaan pngawas.. haha.. ttbew trpndg at board.. rpew2 nyew nmew n pic aq dew ag at c2.. trharu beb ! huhu.. tmpt len aq da x snggop nk tgok.. cdey glew.. niey la skowl yg wt aq brjaya derr..  

pas 2 pew ag.. mkn time la !! cm rutin besew klo dok at skowl talib 2.. knew la jln kaki twun bukit 2.. haha.. xpew2.. da besew.. nmew un high school talib.. pnas derr.. aq lak cm x sabo2 nk g kfc.. elloo !! bkn sbb mkn un.. sbb at c2 sjuk ler.. haha.. tmpat port masyok klo nk lpak2..  aq lak selaku pnganjur reunion niey brsma nan ain haron.. haha.. g la order.. pehhhh.. kira2 dlm rm150 abez.. xpew2.. bkn slaloo un.. smbil mkn.. snap pic la derr.. lpak2.. glak2.. kowg mmg havoc.. wt  kfc 2 cm uma sndiri.. sgan la pulok.. kadg2 dew owg at c2 pndg2 an.. haha.. wt bodo suda..

blew da puas lpak.. prot un knyg.. pew ag.. bla la.. da lak lpak at dtaran.. hhaaa.. of course la da xdo kjew an.. snap pic ag.. smbil2 2 sumew owg cyew la psal skowl msing2.. yg aq niey.. dok dgr.. kadg2 mnyampuk gak.. pejam celik.. pejam celik.. urm.. msew un da time.. hrus la alek.. uma ku syurga ku.. haha.. plok puas2.. kiss puas2.. t x twu ag blew ley jmpew.. besew la.. sumew owg bzy an.. hopefully.. ktew ley wt reunion ag k.. adios~

glew2 babun !

wei.. thanx dowh coz wt aq hepy.. hepy glew r..

bwu trsew cuti niey lbey brmkna.. 

syok derr blew ingat knangan ktew.. pjam celik..

da 12 taon ktew kwn.. skang sumew da bwk haluan msing2..

jmpew un jarang.. even uma x jaun ner un.. jln kaki jew..

ahakz ! gelak un cm da x ingt dnia..

da x kesh pew owg nk ckp psal ktew.. asal an ktew x wt bnda yg bkn2 an..

what eva un.. aq cyg glew2 babun la at kowg..

mmuuuaaaahhhh !!

 

ahakz !

last night.. for the first time.. i called him.. ummphh.. so nearvous you know ??

ttbew jd spechless.. just wanna to laugh.. n dy ley ckp "relax la"..

tp lmew2 da ok kowt.. haha.. sgan  un da x bpew sgt..

anyway.. thanx to him.. becoz u put a smile on my face..

 

 

khwin ag !

yuhuuu.. pnat der.. semlm smpai umah da tgh mlm.. da ler ujan.. sjok thap glew r.. silap2 ley beku aw.. haha.. tp ujan 2 an rahmat.. urm.. bgoz gak.. dpt men ujan.. even rnyai2 un.. tp niey jew change aq nk men ujan.. nan pkai bju kuwung nyew.. mmg x sdar dri tol.. sjew jew an cri pnyakit.. t klo da dmm.. jgn slh an cpew2 k.. its all your fault.. totally.. sweet derr.. niey la prasaan aq.. blew tgok owg khwin.. nk2 blew saudara aq yg khwin an.. plus2 excited aq.. wu3.. mmg la nmpk sng blew part angkt nikah 2 an.. tp prasaan pngantin msew 2.. ya Allah !!.hnya tuhan yg twu.. dpt2 imam yg tnyew mcm2.. lg la kecut prot an.. cehhh.. aq ckp cm aq da lalui sumew 2 an.. pdahal.. aq tgok jew.. pas 2 brangan.. blew la aq nk khwin niey ?? haha.. ley izzati.. tp just in your dream !! haha.. sabo la.. klo da smpai seru.. khwin la ko.. yela.. brtmbh bsr ag tnggungjwb 2.. bkn nyew sng.. mcm2 bnda knew pk an.. conclusion nyew.. mlm td mmg hepy glew r.. syok aw blew dew journey mlm2 niey.. masyok !! what eva un.. to cousin2 aq yg nk khwin.. g la cri calon anda yg dok jauh2.. dpt ler aq brjln2 ag.. wa2.. amek kesempatan ooo.. besew la derr.. x un nk soh angah cri bini yg dok at sabah kew.. sarawak kew.. bez gak 2.. alahai.. mlm td un.. x dpt amek bnyk pic.. coz camera lpe la nk charge.. da excited nk g jln an.. abez sumew lpew.. to abg boboy.. hope epy nan bini bwu.. ahakaz.. tamat suda zaman rmaja anda.. huhu.. da x ley enjoy2 ag.. jgew bini bek2.. haha.. x sabo lak nk tnggu mnggu dpn.. g PD lak.. yuhuuu !!

   p/s : thanx to him.. coz wt aq snyum cowg2.. ahakz !!

yuhuuuu..

going off 2 bangi !!! haha.. 

pew ag.. khwin time !!!

sweet..

p/s : glew skew tgok time akad nikah..

never forget it !

miss them.. glew2 r.. rsew cm nk skowl alek at talib 2.. dowg mmg the bez.. mcm2 aq da lalui nan dowg.. suka.. duka.. knew mrh.. bwu skang aq sdar.. 2 sumew kenangan yg ssh aq nk dpt.. 3 taon wei.. 3 taon aq idop nan dowg.. mndi smew2.. mkn smew.. besew la an.. ostel life.. haha.. ingt ag.. dlo abz jew exam pmr.. straight g ghayew.. sumew x sdar dri msew 2.. yela.. bwu abz exam.. lpas sumew beban slamew 3 taon blaja.. last2 smpai at ostel da maghrib.. owg da nk azan da msew 2.. sumew muka cuak.. yela.. tkowt knew mrh nan MAMA.. sumew pk nk bg alasan pew.. haha.. lwak tol msew 2.. even bwu form 3.. tp ktew da wt asrama 2 da jd cm uma sndiri.. klo gdoh.. haaaa.. x yah ler ckp.. idop aq mmg huru hara.. ner la ley idop tnpa kwn an.. then.. aq ingt lg tgok ctew titanic nan kowg.. smpai dew yg sebak tgok ctew 2.. jiwa kaca gitu.. huhu.. ktew tgok bnda ala 2 smpai 3 pg.. last2 sok nyew.. sumew x g skowl.. ponteng la derr. dok jew at asrama.. haha.. da abz pmr.. sumew bnda ktew tgok.. om shanti om la.. haha.. miss the moments.. ktew slaloo jd dk wanted.. dew jew bndew yg x knew.. slaloo gew knew mrh nan MAMA.. prnh knew mrh nan pngetua.. kecut prot oo msew 2.. before exam.. sumew tnsion.. blaja jew.. tp blaja2 un men gak.. dew jew bndew ktew nk wt.. cilok g DM x pkai tudung.. last2 mkn supper at bwh mejew,, sumew bjet otai jew.. haha.. mcm2 bndew la ktew da wt.. sumew niey aq xkn dpt at skowl bwu.. just nan kowg jew.. miss !!

pnat tp masyuk !

ugh !! mlm td dew klaz fizik.. pg td lak klaz chemistry.. sok ?? bio la pulok.. pnat derr.. tp xpew.. dew gak kjew yg brfaedah aq nk wt an cuti niey.. dri aq jd pnganggur trhormat at uma niey.. huhu..

   p/s : pas klaz chemist td.. ttbew rsew cm minat glew nan chemist.. wa3..

x gnew !!

what !! glew betik la.. mnusia cm niey x ptot idop at dnia niey aw..asyk mnyush an owg len.. hhaaaa.. pew la aq niey.. chopppp.. gini ctew nyew.. td pas maghrib.. abah ajak g bli kain.. nk tmph wt bju kurung.. so msew on da way.. busu aq call abah.. dy ckp.. umah mak long aq knew rompak.. sumew owg trkjot brok jap.. cm dew owg wt surprise lak an.. haha..then abah patah alek.. g uma mak long aq at lendu.. padahal da smpai cheng.. nseb bek x jauh ag.. dlm ketew.. abah nan mak da ckp mcm2.. yela.. ntah brg pew yg hilang an.. urm.. blew smpai jew at uma mak long.. da rmai yg dew.. ish.. cian tgok mak long.. msew 2 polis un x smpai ag.. blew tgok uma dy.. pehh..mmg la brsepah.. bnyk kowt yg hilang.. brg kmas.. duet.. yg klaka 2.. kain batik un dowg amek gak.. yela.. an klo ktew g kedah kew.. terengganu kew.. hrus la bli kain batik.. kain pelekat.. sbb berkualiti ckit.. tp 2 un nk kew.. asal ? at uma da xdew kain batik.. cian2.. padahal laptop un dew.. tp dowg x amek gak.. bodo kew pew.. tp nseb bek la.. mngkin rzeki kowt.. pehhh.. yg x ley bla 2.. duet surau un hilang.. act, pak long aq jd bndahari tok surau.. so duet2 surau of course pak long aq pgg.. tp perompak 2 amek gak.. cis !! x gnew lngsung.. ptot kew wt cm 2.. yela.. da mcm xdew kjew len.. nk dpt duet nan cara sng jew.. lngsong x pk psal owg len.. snggop mkn duet haram.. wei.. aq ag tabik la at owg yg kjew kutip smph.. mnyapu.. dri owg yg mrompak niey.. even rmai yg pndg hina at kjew2 cm 2.. tp dowg usaha.. wt kjew yg halal.. aih.. aq un plik la nan owg2 cm niey.. lg plik klo owg yg mrompk 2 mlayu.. pehhh.. cmnew mlayu nk mju an klo kjew asyk mrompak jew.. ngeee !!

  p/s : x yah la wt kjew2 trkutuk niey.. bek dok uma.. tnm ubi kyu.. lg la dpt hsil yg halal..

bad mood now !

aq bad mood un sbb hujan lg !! haaaa.. gara2 hujan la aq bgon lmbt ag ari niey.. ha3.. x masal jew slh an hujan.. pdahal aq yg liat glew nk bgon an.. da pkol 1 lbey.. tp bwu cm pkol 8 lbey..urm.. bwu nk dating nan abah ari niey.. pk an nk g survey at biotech mlakew.. niey sumew RnD nyew psal.. gsaw dowh blew pk2 alek.. blew la projek aq nk siap niey.. aq cm dk bwu lhir jew aw.. xtwu pew2 psal thesis 2.. xpew2.. wt slow2 k.. urm.. then brangan la nk ajk abah g JJ skali.. bjet nk g popular an.. cri bku rujukan tok komsas bm nan bi.. mmbew ckp.. bku2 2 diterbit an.. niey sumew homework.. nk knew wt powerpoint.. wt sinopsis la.. mcm2.. x ckp ag psal homework len yg brlmbk2.. 2 un aq x twu blew nk wt.. da disntuh.. tp nk disiap an.. 2 yg aq pning.. aduih ckgu !! cowey la yer klo syew x dpt siap an.. ha3.. so conclusion nyew.. dating nan abh trpksew di cancel an.. coz aq bgon lmbt.. lg un ujan an.. blew ujan niey.. sumew jd mlz.. yg dew dlm otak ialah "sjok n sdap nyew klo smbg tdo an".. klo ari2 ujan.. ari2 la aq bgon lmbt.. silap2 aq da x bgon ag pas 2.. 2 da len mknew nyew.. aihhh.. bgini la idop.. tp an.. satu bnda yg aq skew wt blew ujan2 cm niey ialah "mndi ujan".. syok abz.. tp kang klo men ujan sowg2.. mlu la pulok.. so better aq dok uma.. dok dlm slimut.. then bkk lgu2 sentimental yg mnyntuh kalbu dan prasaan.. haaa... mmg tacing glew r.. masyuk glew.. so pew ag.. try aw.. tatatitituu~~

MIND SET perlu untuk berdiet

 

DIET ?? stu prkara yg mmg ssh glew r nk wt.. yela. stiap mnusia an dew nfsu.. so depend pda ktew la cmnew nk kwal nafsu 2 an.. tp prob nyew skang.. aq da x twu cmnew nk control.. ag2 sjak da dok uma niey an.. mkn.. mkn.. mkn.. klo ley tiap saat 2 nk mngunyah jew.. cuti skowl da ler sbln lbey.. klo aq ari2 cmniey.. silap ari bln aq da ley  jd bsr cm belon.. kmbong jew.. haha.. da ler nk brskn un mlz.. even at skowl un.. brat jew aty niey nk g riadah.. haiiii.. blew da jd cm niey.. start la nk pk soklan2 yg mrepek.. yg akhir nyew aq un x twu jawapn nyew.. urm.. aq trpk gak some equation time cuti2 niey an..

• x mkn + lapo = xdew tnaga nk wt kjew..
• mkn + knyg = mlz la pulok..

haaaa.. blew pk2 alek.. conclusion nyew.. mkn skdar ala kadar jew.. yg pnting jgn mlz2.. act.. pmpuan la an.. cm aq niey.. akn slaloo brpk yg dy mmg gmok.. pntang jew dew owg ckp "eh.. ko da gmok la".. pdahal owg 2 just guwau2 jew.. tp dy yg take serious.. urmm.. lg satu an.. aq rsew crmin at uma aq niey mnipu la.. haha..sjew jew nk wt aq nmpk gmok.. what eva un.. start saat ini.. aq rsew x yah diet2 niey.. just eat jew.. as long as i know.. mknn 2 dew benefits kew x.. gmok kew krus kew.. da x kesh.. asal an idop bhgiew.. ok ?? tatatiitutu~~

BLUR kew wt2 BLUR ??

cis !! dy ngaku gak.. yg slamew niey dy wt2 blur.. dush !! kew dy men2.. ahhhhh.. yg pnting xkn la dy asyk nk mmblur an dri dy.. ssh la cm 2.. ngek !! tp dy 2 nk tnggu smpai blew.. smpai aq da brtunang nan obama.. bwu nk msok line.. pew kejadah nyew 2.. kang x psal2 dy lak yg nnges x brlagu.. eyt pkcik.. pnat la waiting2 niey.. tlg la dgr rintihan aty ini.. cehhh.. ayt nk superb jiwang an.. nseb bek aty niey da trjtuh at dy.. klo x.. nan owg len jew.. x yah tepuk tngn sowg2.. tepuk tngn nan owg len jew.. bak nsihat dri sowg mmat niey.. "x yah ler love2 niey klo bertepuk sowg2.. xkn kekal nyew".. hampehh.. 2 yg dy ckp.. bek x yah bg nsihat cm 2.. buang air liur jew.. tp an.. blew pk2.. tol gak 2.. klo sblh pihak jew yg berlbey2.. tp sblh pihak ag cool jew.. urm.. x jd gak 2.. ugh !! pning2.. aq still nk try gak relationship niey.. dpt kew x dpt.. 2 len ctew.. ok ?? tatatitituuu~~

i just need somebody to L.O.V.E !!

hhaaa.. an da kuar tjuk lgu JB.... today still waiting for him.. blew la dy nk msok line niey.. pnat cm niey.. prasaan aq cm trgntung smentara.. x twu pew prasaan dy.. fwenz or couple ?? tp dy da bgi hrapan at aq.. oyt.. pkcik !! sdar x ?? mkcik niey da start skew at dy. !! npew blur sgt niey !! btw.. tired of waiting.. xkn aq nk ckp nan dy.. "eyt.. jom kpel"..  chooopppp... mlu derr.. t x psal2 aq dilabel syok sndri an.. urm.. arif syafie omar tlah mniggal an psan.. "survive for your love".. yes.. yes.. that's i'm tryin to do bro.. tp aq rsew cm brtepuk sblh tngn jew.. xdew bnyi un.. wa3.. what eva un.. still nk tnggu dy.. smpai kdua2 tngn ku brbnyi.. chaiyok !! wow.. brsmngat niey.. for him.. i'm still waiting k.. tatatititutu~~



p/s : love makes everything that is heavy light...

DA PNDAI WT BLOG MAAAA !!!

haha.. finally.. blog tlah un trcipta.. thanx at atiqah aminuddin.. coz dy la aty aq trgrk nk wt blog niey.. ahkaz.. bwu aq twu.. btapa pnat glew nyew nk design blog niey.. pehhhhh... tp niey la hasil nyew... so pepehal.. just be the followers and plez leave some comments k.. tatatiitituu ~~